urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:redletterchick Red Letter Chick ...dirty feet Red Letter Chick 2009-10-14T00:46:38Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:redletterchick:952 Who is Stress? 2009-10-14T00:46:38Z 2009-10-14T00:46:38Z --angry thoughts in my head Okay-- so why am i angry? Why am i shaking?&nbsp;Why am i frustrated and about to cry?-- haha. why do i want to punch through a wall? <br /><br />What's causing all of this? Giving the Holy Spirit enough time to speak into my heart while I'm sitting here in class...stress brings me to boulders of pain.<br /><br />Stress caused me to have a thin lining in my stomach, where acid eats it away as it rises with my stress level, it also caused me to have &quot;ice pick&quot; headaches...oh boy were those painful... stress.<br /><br />Stress (and his twin, &quot;Confusion&quot;), caused me ponder ideas of suicide, but then they just ended up convincing me to live my life with just cutting myself.<br /><br />Stress. ..who would have ever thought? -- what a jerk to want me to die. What a jerk to want me to be in pain and not stand in freedom. What a jerk, to hold me down, making me feel that everyone i know hates and has forsaken me...<br /><br />Stupid Devil. <br /><br />AGH!-