Okay-- so why am i angry? Why am i shaking? Why am i frustrated and about to cry?-- haha. why do i want to punch through a wall?

What's causing all of this? Giving the Holy Spirit enough time to speak into my heart while I'm sitting here in class...stress brings me to boulders of pain.

Stress caused me to have a thin lining in my stomach, where acid eats it away as it rises with my stress level, it also caused me to have "ice pick" headaches...oh boy were those painful... stress.

Stress (and his twin, "Confusion"), caused me ponder ideas of suicide, but then they just ended up convincing me to live my life with just cutting myself.

Stress. ..who would have ever thought? -- what a jerk to want me to die. What a jerk to want me to be in pain and not stand in freedom. What a jerk, to hold me down, making me feel that everyone i know hates and has forsaken me...

Stupid Devil.

AGH!-